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"I once heard a story straight from the heart
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat
They were the couple everyone wanted to be
There were no imperfections as either one could see
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware
Of how often life turns out to be unfair
Until one day she finally gave in
She realized there was no way she could win
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak
The next few days were the hardest at home
She truly felt she was all alone
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"
Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"
And her brother just tried to stay away
At school it was like her friends weren't even there
None of them seemed to really care
Her life had no more color, just black and white
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight
Despite their tries things just weren't like before
Then he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"
At that she tried to cut him out
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"
She just smiled and join his walking
Everyday they talked a little more
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before
As the months passed by she became more and more aware
About how its ok life's unfair
Because eventually everything becomes your past
But your memories will always last
And with that i hope you see
Not all love is meant to be
But hold on and don't give in
Stand tall, hold up your chin
And believe me when i say
The right one will come one day
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see
I know this because..this is a story all about me..."

I copied and paste d this poem on my blog bcoz' i think it's really nice and sad... about a sad lov story that i think i've been through too so i wanna share with u guys and pls read it and understand it and then u can understand my deep deep deep inside feeling...

[Hope u guy will enjoy reading it] :']

•†♥[M]ah [C]olbY [O]' Donis♥•†

He's a really good singer! And really handsome! he's also really cute and with his own style he's look amazingly cool!!


I really really like him!!

Sum†hInG U §h0µLd Kn0w ab0µT [A]pPLe [C]0mPanY::..♥♀

Apple Inc. is one of the most famous and successful Company which create and produce many many wonderful electronic devices for people to use, like iPhone, iPod Nano, Ipod, Macbook, Laptop, computers,... and all of the devices which made from Apple Company is very very popular for all ages, from young people to teen and adult. They represents the modern knowlegde and high technology. Many people enjoyed to use them a lot and also want to have some of them.

They're also sort of expensive and hard to afford. But somehow, many teenagers, bussinesspeople have most of those devices. they're all very helpful, multi-functional and have many color for you to choose. Apple Inc.'s symbol is an Apple, white apple with a half bit-sign. [Haha]

Apple Computer Inc. is an American Multinational corporation with a focus in designing and manufacturing consumer electronics and software products.
The company's best-known hardware products include the Macintosh line of personal computers, the iPod line of portable media players, and the iPhone . Apple's software products include the Mac OS X operating system, iTunes media browser, the iLife suite of multimedia and creativity software, and Final Cut Studio, a suite of professional audio- and film-industry software products. The company operates more than 200 retails stores in seven countries and an online store where hardware and software products are sold.

"Established in Cupertino, California on April 1, 1976 and incorporated January3, 1977, the company was called "Apple Computer, Inc." for its first 30 years, but dropped the word "Computer" on January 9, 2007 to reflect the company's ongoing expansion into the consumer electronics market in addition to its traditional focus on personal computers. Apple has more than 20,000 permanent and temporary employees worldwide and had worldwide annual sales of US$ 24 billion in its fiscal year ending September 29, 2007. For reasons varying from its philosophy of comprehensive aesthetic design to its distinctive advertising campaigns, Apple has established a unique reputation in the consumer electronics industry. This includes a customer base, particularly in the United States, that is devoted to the company and its brand." [Wikipedia]

iPhone have been the most incredible cell phone with so many functions and used by most of the people in the world.

[B]etray[E]r....!!

Lov What?
I do not care...
U beg me for forgivness
I have had you by my side
Then you gone away without good-bye!
You don't know how hard i tried
To find you and apologized
Even though i didn't make any mistakes
But i hav to make it right

I know i was so blind
To be in lov with u...
I didn't try to control my mind
I was so blind 'cause you were so kind!
But now i've escaped that cage
Fixed that mistake
Please let me try
For the last time i won't cry

If u let me go
Like i let u go
Stay away from me
Now we're just strangers
I want u to be happier
And so will i

Leave me alone...
Let me wait for you the next dawn
Hav had you is like heaven
I won't be fallen
But now i think
Without you is the best
No more tears and no more moans for the next
God! Help me to forget u...
Now i'm free and so are u

Thank u!
For this last moment i will tell the true
That for so long
I've been loving u...

♀○†•♥m[Y] [L]ife [L]i§†::...♥•†○♂

1) Two books I'd like to read:
- The Goose Girl
- Sense and Sensibility (Original 1)
a. Because they're all great books. "The Goose Girl" is one of the most famous book and "Sense and Sensibility" is also a very great book which talk about love.

2) Two movies I'd like to see:
- Batman [The Dark Night]
- Wanted
a. Those two movies are all very interesting to watch and they're one of the most famous movie in this year [2008]. But only the movie "Batman - The Dark Night" has been seemed an enormous bomb in the Movies' World for this summer.

3) Two people I'd like to meet: [Alive]
- Justin Timberlake
- Arvil Lavinge
a. They're one of the most successful and popular Singers in the Musics' World. Most of their song are all hit and brought for them lot of money. Their musics, songs, voice will always make their fans' mind desperate.

4) Two people I'd like to meet: [Dead]
- Elvis Presley
- My grandma
a. They're the two people that I respect the most. But my grandma is the person that I loved her the most. She's the 1 who cared for me a lot when i was young.

5) Two instruments I'd like to learn how to play:
- Violin
-Piano
a. I want to play violin and piano because I've seen many successful pianists and violists played many musics which made people who listened have to cried because of the beautiful and touching melody. And i want to learn how to play them.

6) Two sports I'd like to learn how to play:
- Basketball
- Skiing
a. Because basketball can make me taller and i won't got tease by other people about my height. Then I can play with Gigi and make a good team. And Skiing is the most interesting sport for people who like snow and cold weather.

7) Two men I'd like to marry:
- Nick Jonas
- Justin Timberlake
a. I want to marry one of them because they're all super handsome and talented. I want their money too. [Kiddin'] <[♥•♥~]>"<[~$.$]> I think i want to marry them because of one more thing: they're my idol.

[D]a [D]eViL [I]nsi[D]e [M]eh =]]

Do u know... that sometimes the devil inside me appear so suddenly that i cant stop it?...

• That's true but at those times i feel more comfortable and joyful than ever because the devil appear.

I know u guys dun believe that. Haha! It's OK with me now... bcoz' i hav u by my side U know how hard i tried to make u like me i cant bcoz' i was so hornest to u my lov is just a shame to u U didn't want it and so did i
But now u beg for it after i tried so hard to get rid of dat lov u want me to lov u like i did U said u'll lov me too I cant coz' i know u've betrayed me n followed her... i've tried my best to pull u back i've called your name every night wit hope that u will come back... but no! U didn't! I've gave up and open da way for u and her to go I didn't care about anithing else more than u but now i've got him why shoudl i care about u ani more?
U just a guys i've met long time ago I liked u before and that doesn't mean i will like u forever I liked u coz' u was so nice So kind Ur fake kindness has made my eyes blind and fall in love with u but then after i recognized u are nothing to me I can't like u coz' ur not da 1 i really like Ur not da 1 i should care about. Yes! I Didn't like U And I'll never like u... I know it's hard to say but how can i know u've changed now and ready to fix evry mistakes u've done

Ur mistakes need to have more fortifications But if u fix it or not i still can't like u for who u are... Now then da devil in me has appear... it's controllin' my mind... my body n my heart it've made me bcame mah own self witout ani troubles on the way... Pls Tell me u dun lov me It's gonna make me more comfortable n i'll never ever ... call ur name rememver about u miss those happy days wit u I just get rid all of them let it just b da past dat made me realized mah true person.

[Devil]
[Lil' Devil]
[L]il' [N]aughty [D]eViL...